Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Mommy's baby

Before I start my post, I have to make it clear that Rian does love her Daddy. She just favors her Momma. Always has.

My girl is just that, my girl. She has to be with me if I'm anywhere near. If I take a shower and shut the door, she lays outside of the door and cries til I come out. If I leave the house, she stands in the window, screaming as I drive away. She has to be by my side every possible second. I looove it. [Obviously there are times I just want my own space, but deep down it makes me so happy that she wants me.]

We always teamwork Aiden's bedtime story, Steven reads a page then I read a page and so on. Dare Steven try and read a page during Rian's bedtime story... she fusses, straight pushes his finger out of the book, only wants me to read. I want to snuggle with Aiden, Rian does NOT allow it. Ask Steven to brush Rian's teeth? Forget it! She won't go. Momma has to do it all! In her eyes, I'm only hers.

I love being her world. Its so bad that I know it breaks Steven's heart but yet I still enjoy how much more she needs me. :\


We were watching 'Last Man Standing' earlier and he said he already knows how sad he'll be when she's a teenager and she wants nothing to do with him... I just looked at him and rolled my eyes. He has no idea. I'm already dreading it. My heart already hurts thinking about her not wanting to be my best friend. I want us to always be close but I know how teenage girls are. I'm already preparing for the heartache. I better start brainwashing her asap! ;)

1 comment: